boing, boing, bonk, clang, bang, bonk...

upupupupupup... vivid dreams last night/ i had the most beautiful bedroom it was sort of outside and in the middle of this bamboo like structure and the sun was coming in... and i had a bulldog!!!!! naaaaamed... no, she didn't have a name... if i stay i'm getting a dog. period.

now that my show is up i have the ability to see it for what it is/ i still don't know the answer to that/ what. it. is... i hope we get better houses this week tho i'm not holding my breath/ and the actor in me is squirmy/ ever since opening night she's like begging to be let out/ i'll have to find a way to satisfy the craving/
i'm much, much looking forward to saturday/ it's been waaayyyy too long since i've spent time with the gals/ way to long/ and they will get to meet l.../ 28/ i've always held this idea that 28 is going to be a wicked year/ 28/ there is something about the number 28/ maybe cause its even... i don't know/ even things out/ time for change/ i will be moving to toronto in july... its time/ if i don't try i will never know and i will never be satisfied and i'm not gonna waver anymore i have to claim it i have to say THIS IS WHAT I WANT/ unless, some catastrophe occurs like a job worth staying for or love... love... love... l and i are having a Valentines Day revolt dinner... the national day of VDR.



i still want my bulldog.